Graduation

I am so scared. I didn't think I would be. I wasn't until yesterday or so. Tomorrow really begins the rest of my life. I will be an adult. I will never again live in my parents' house for an extended period of time. My group of friends.. Well, it will be gone in a year or two. There are people whom I have seen frequently for 18 years whom I will never see again. That is scary. So scary.

We as humans long for predictability and consistency. Consistency can be depressing but it is also comfortable. We long to know what lies around the corner.

Well right now, I don't know. I just don't know. I'm glad to be at this transition. And I'm glad that I have chosen to make this a drastic transition. I know that someday I will be a better woman for it. I am so excited about my life. I know that it will never be boring or unexciting. I like the person I am becoming. But life is just going to keep going. No matter what I do, its going to keep going. Not fast or slow. Just the way it is. It's scary.